Monday, 30 May 2011

请你不要这样对我好吗。

我到底哪里做错了？

为什么你道不明白我的心呢？

难道你不知道我这个傻瓜是那么的爱你吗？

或许你会说“你没有做错什么”。

那是什么原因呢？

你能不能告诉我？

难道我对你的心意你还不明白吗？

在你还不清楚你真真要的是什么的是什么之前请你不要做出任何一个决定。

我不想我们会同时后悔。

等你想好了现在告诉我也不迟，我可以等你。

就算要我等你一辈子都可以，我毫无怨言。

只要能跟你在一起，我什么倒不在意。

我自己都不知道为什么我会这么笨。

有别的男生追我可是我看都不看她们一眼，就只因为我眼里只要你。

根本容不下任何人。这就是爱吧！

我真的很爱你。

Sunday, 29 May 2011

Hi my reader,today i feel that i got little bit mood already.Maybe cause yesterday no with baby argue and still sleep with me.Then today wake up feel happy a little bit.After that go out with my parents buy things.We buy alot of fruits but ngam me lo.Cause this few day i don't eat thing eat fruit can keep fit.Haha~~and also maybe cause this friday I'm going out with him.Then busy choosing cloth for friday,and still thinking what i should buy for him???His birthday is coming soon.But we already say together go see then together choose,maybe we will go watch movie.Only we two o.Hehe~~ ^p^ Think this really make me feel so happy.But this whole months i really don't know what happen why the mosquito keep biting me.Whenever i bath or no bath they also bite me.Hate the mosquito alot.Should how le???Make me can't wear short skirt or pants!!!Angry! :@ so i was think what should i wear for friday!Have to call them give suggestion already.I think i should stop now,if not the mosquito is coming ATTACK me!

Saturday, 28 May 2011

This post is for all my friends.Thanks guys,i know you all are worry about me.But i just want to be alone,don't want to contact with anyone.Is not that i don't want to telling you all what happen is just i don't want you guy worry about me again.Now the only one we need to worry is Angel,is not me.I don't want you guys worry me,if like this i feel I'm so pity you know.Just give me so space,even though i say out you guys can't help me anything.I just feel i need a space need a place for me alone.You all like this really make me feel so obsession.And panda jie,thanks for so caring me.And please guys just give me time okay?I know I'm emo now.But that's me,before i still haven with him together.

And today i still want thanks 1 person.That's kai jie,saya punya brother.He telling me alot of thing,that is "Don't so easy give up your life" Because last week he almost want kill himself.What the reason?I can't say out.Thanks you bro =) And thanks to all my sister,thanks for so caring me.But just give me sometime okay?I will be okay want.I need time to be recover.Now is not like before anymore.

Now look,how our Angel become?Is all because of Ellison that bitch.So we should care her more 替她加油 help her.Don't let her lose to Ellison.Angel smile smile smile!!!I like to see your smiley face,i know you can win her :)

Okay,today i should stop until here.If i still continue write i think i will crying.Haha~~ =) Thanks my sister and bro :)

  我现在有点怀疑我是不是变了？是我变了呢还是在我身边的人变了？为什么我会感觉越来越孤独？我抗拒我的朋友，不和她说话不回答她。或许不是我变了吧，可能就是这个世界在变着。在每一分每一秒每一个人都在变着。

  以前我就是一个不爱说话的小女孩，朋友不多。有也只是一两个好朋友罢了。如果我现在去问她们我有变吗？他们一定说有，你知道他们会说什么吗？就是:“你变美了，可爱了，成熟了。”可是我要问的变不是这种变。

  说实话，在这班朋友里面你们有一个是真正了解我的吗？我知道你们关心我。可是你们知道我需要的是这样的关心吗？ 在我跟男朋友吵架的时候，我哭泣的时候。有些人就对我加盐加醋，不然就对我说一些不可能发生的事。

  或许我真的变了吧。我变得害怕失去他，害怕孤单一人，我真的很害怕失去他，我不能没有他。我还怕你心里不再有我的存在。害怕你有一天离我而去，不再理我。我真的不想听到你对我说再见这两个字。我真的很害怕。。。

  可能你不知道这里有一个傻瓜这么爱你吧。可是那天我终于对你说“我爱你”。我真得好害羞，以前都是在chatting对你说的。但是你自己说的啊。有些东西不一定要说出来，可是我真的很爱很爱你。就像要一辈子跟着你，和你在一起。我希望你能明白能知道我是真得好爱你。傻猪我永远都爱着你。。。=))

Thursday, 26 May 2011

 好久没上线了。最近心情都不好，一直跟他吵架。星期二晚上我还大哭了一场呢。哭了好几个小时，眼睛都肿得很厉害。以前哭的时候都没有肿得这么厉害可是不知道为什么那晚竟然肿得好象眼睛都显进去了。就因为心情不好第二天我就没去上课了，也是因为苦的眼睛很重不想让妈妈看到也不想让我的朋友看都就不去学校咯。可能苦太久吧。还我头好痛噢！！！这次的考试真的很难。都不知道为什么比测验以还要差。今天就写到这里啦！我累了，要休息了

Wednesday, 18 May 2011

Yahoo~~~finally finish exam!!!So that i can go out play and meet my baby already :D And also no need like when i'm playing game or computer have to think later i need to study for my test.Today mathematics paper is so easy.I hope that i can score high mark in mid-year exam.And also score more higher at biology,physics and geography.Hope my marks will higher than test 1 :D Now i was everyday playing tumblr.I feel that tumblr is more fun than blog or anything,i can found so many picture at there and see so many kind of thing that we can't see it at other place like facebook or blog.And last time i saw the internet sale the dress it was so nice!!!I want to have it.But i know is impossible because is from china or taiwan i don't know.But damn!!!Is so nice,i can see whether my dad friends shop have or not.If have i want to rent or call my dad buy for me!I got special discount if i bought or rent from my dad friends shop ;) I think i should stop now.

I want to have this!!But i know that brunei no sale...

i like :D

i want this i want this :D

this look nice! <3

this look nice for me go out shopping wear ^^

i want to have this for my prom night :(

i saw this at my dad friend shop,feel want to buy it.Haha :D

nice but the colour not suit me :D

i like this,if can i wish to have this.

can wear for wedding use or during cny  xD

Sunday, 15 May 2011

Good morning everyone and my baby :) Today i have to study my geography and i can't play game :(( Oh well,today is my brother birthday.So Happy Birthday Ah Han!!!!Yummy today have delicious cake to eat.The top is all fruit and bought it at Bakerly.I never eat there cake before.But i heard them say is nice,and the cake do until so pretty!!!I want my baby bought it for me on my birthday le :D Okay,I have nothing to say.Cause i feel so so so bored and i just want to update my blog don't want my blog grow mushroom with tress! :D

And during I'm playing the xbox i learn 1 new word "Whatdaya want?" lol~~feel so funny.But later i sure can't tahan will go play game again want.Don't know afternoon got go out o not.But i think maybe no cause now don't have money :S SAD LIFE!!!Well,actually i want to go out play i want to meet my baby so that i don't want to study!!!You know me...And i want to ahve a pink bag,wallet and slipper.On the other hand,i want a purple,yellow and pink short pants!!!If can i want a purple o yellow o dark pink jacket!I want to buy jacket very long but the jacket for me is too small if not is very ugly,so until now i still can't have new jacket =(( I want high heels also,want buy 5 or 6 inch high heel with nice design and colour :D

Okay i think i should stop now :D See ya,maybe if night I'm free will upload the cake picture ^^ have to go study now :)

Saturday, 14 May 2011

Hello my reader!Okay,i really don't know what happen to the blog yesterday.Cause i keep trying to open my own blog but can't only can go to the profile there.Maybe there is some problem at the blogger.But nevermind,now i can open it already.This few day i'm really so busy,because of the exam.But this time exam i feel that is really so easy for me :D but EXCEPT "BM",that stupid Pop mee say will come out what but then what i read all don't have come out =.= But nevermind i think i won't fail want.I hope this time can all pass no one subject will fail!!!Okay,yesterday cause my blog can't open so i don't have update.But i have update my flickr,twitter,plurk and tumblr.Still got 3more day then i can meet my baby,also still got 2 more day then i finish my exam!!!I think i should stop here,cause i already forgot what i want to write already :D Haave to go study my geography.Pai pai =)

Wednesday, 11 May 2011

Hello everyone~~sorry for the late update.Cause during monday i don't know what happen to the internet,i can't open my blog and it was like can't text anything -.- Okay,during last Saturday i was so happy because we are having early to celebrate Mother Day.Then that day afternoon i having school then back home changing my shirt and pants and follow my mum,dad,my 2 brother and apple.We go to mall buy food for steamboat!!!We go to jaya 1st,cause my dad put us at there and after that we go mall buy thing then back home.I was around 3 o 4something.I aslo forgot already,but i remember it was just finish heavy rain. =) now see steamboat picture :) but only have 1 :D 

Nice?i put want :D

Actually not only this,still have more.But my mum say scare later we can't finish.At that day,i was the one who ate so many want.Even my 3rd brother can eat alot but not much than me :D Cause i eat during 7pm with my mum 2nd brother and apple then 3rd brother is at kitchen eat.We eat until 8something then we stop but i tell my mum i still want eat.Then she call me go cook myself but then i was thinking wait for my dad come back i just eat.Then when 9 something my dad is come back we cook and i got left some for my dad,who know he can't finish it all i eat.So suang keep eating,now really fat already :D

Today exam was easy i think sure can pass already.But i scare for chemistry :( I don't really understand what teacher say.But nevermind i will try my nest don't fail want :) Have to stop her already.Pai Pai,wish everyone one pass the exam :)

Friday, 6 May 2011

Good morning everyone!!!Today is a nice day,actually yesterday i want to update my blog want but then I'm sick.Yesterday morning first lesson me already feel my head so pain already.After exam more pain then i know I'm having fever already.Then i having a anti fast panadol just go to my next exam.Lucky my friend have panadol if not i don't need to exam already.I have just change my blog everything is that nice?I think not nice,i still want to make until more nicer.I think later will be change a little bit,still need to see 1st cause i don't know I'm free o not.Now let's see some picture 1st,that i took it on Monday want :)

i bought it for yan lee sister want :)

Time square swimming pool

ling :D

Chen & Me

see my laopo so pretty :D

Tuesday, 3 May 2011

Hello my reader,i have few day didn't update my blog.Today is really having fun in the class.Cause got 2 reason.1st reason is during the English lesson,the teacher is saying about the word "BROKEN ENGLISH".Okay is so damn funny that she talk us about what she with her daughter experience.My teacher always correct her daughter English when she is talking or whatever at the school.Then got 1day her daughter is talking broken English to her mami.Then is the coversation.

"Why did you saying broken English?" said by her mami with a surprise look.

"Mami everyone is say like this in the school!"said by her daughter.

"<.<"this is how her mami reaction.xD

And our class got 1girl ask teacher about a word.(I don't want say who asking this question =) )

"Teacher izzit can don't counted as broken english?"said by the girl.

Then teacher was say can don't is really a terrible broken English.Lol~~it was so funny.And she remind us don't write can don't inside the composition.And she said that Brunei English is really so broken if you go outside the country people will don't know what are you talking about.I think is because of Brunei English standard is low so that we are not able to compare with other country.Not only Brunei,Malaysia  also.I think should be say South East Asia.Haha~~I don't know because i know that I'm saying super broken English.Alright,i know that my English is so broken.Even sometime when I'm writing composition,after finish writing then i read but i don't even know what I'm writing =D

Not only when writing composition also during I'm writing my blog!!!My friends is laughing me wrote so many word at there but don't get what I mean =.= Whatever,i know my grammar and word is so terrible.Even though now what I'm writing is also very very very......Okay you know what I want to say.Don't make me say out -.- 2nd is about my classmate,that two stupid guy.Especially is that Kenny,I was so pity how Angel can have a brother like that!So damn annoying,can't tahan him really want slapping him (-.-) Also the 睡神!Lol~~this name is given by my Geography teacher.Because always during Geography lesson he don't do anything but sleeping.Haha~~And today he bring computer then i was so curious then told him  i want see also.At first we see news then slowly see picture.Then saw a place so nice,blue colour ocean and also the island.That place is a holiday hotel.I hope i can go once,the place is really look great.

And if i want to Malaysia first place i want go is SABAH!!!Got 2 reason :-

•  Is near sea,so that they having a piece blue colour water.And the beach,can having a walk at there.
• I want to eat sea foods!!!my mum say there got alot of sea food eat.yummy yummy,i like sea food alot.=D

I suppose to sit infront of the table take the book and read!Because tomorrow I'm having exam.So i should stop now!Pai pai,miss him so much lo =(