I really love piano alot ❤

你知道吗。从小我就很喜欢钢琴，家里就有一架钢琴了。可是都没人教我，我就乱弹咯。大人们都嫌很吵就不让我弹了。那架钢琴是我姨姨留下来的，因为移居去了美国所以就没人教我弹咯。小的时候想要学可是呢家里没钱送我去也没人栽我去。那架钢琴就放在我房间，已经有10年没有动过了吧。到现在我还是很想学钢琴。可是呢。。。理由还是一样。家里没钱送我去也没人栽我去。我真的好羡慕那些会弹钢琴的人噢~尤其是男生我真的很喜欢男生会弹钢琴。小的时候真的很好笑。我竟然发誓以后要找一个会弹钢琴的男朋友。可是现在想想哪有可能啊！我那里有可能酱幸运。我看等下辈子吧！！！我喜欢钢琴的声音让我很有安全感。可能是声音很柔的关系吧。不喜欢很吵的声音。可是最近都不知道怎么了。听到很悲伤的钢琴声我就会想要哭好想要做一些伤害自己的事情。所以也只能听一些比较柔的琴声了。不然我自己也不知道和怎样。所以呢我发誓以后一定要让我的孩子学钢琴。其它音乐也可以可是就是其中一个一定要会钢琴！❤有时看到网上有一些钢琴的图片就使那些很美的钢琴。还是有颜色得呢。很漂亮很特别。透明的也是。都希望我也可以拥有啊~~这里有些图片我在网上找的。

粉红❤ （如果形状不是这种的话会更美）

透明的很美 ❤

我最喜欢的紫色 ❤

Midnight

Just now was doing my POA revision and study some important point.Since i don't really have that mood to memorize then i just study POA.Finally i finish study now i know how to do liao.If i really don't know how to solve the question sure die le lo.If like that mean i play too much in the class siting at the back there.Seriously i'm tired of waiting le.Tired of the life having guy/Why can't my life just only got girl?Why can't i just have some normal life?Why i have to think that much?Why I'm going to suicide?Why i want to cut myself?Why i want to hurt myself?Why i want to cry for guy?Why i'm become like this?WHY WHY WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!??!!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?Really feel like end up my life.And why with one person so hard?Have to scare this scare that.I'm tired of this kind of life.Really feel like burning myself!Keep can't control myself.I really need to go mental hospital already.Anyone can send me to the mental hospital?I rather sleep at the hospital than like this now.Haizz...

Lalala~~

Today my mood super super good.Since yesterday i sleep early.I sleep at 12.30AM :D Early already right?If normal time i sleep at 1 or 2something sometime still will sleep at 3AM so is early for me already.Holiday~~Stay at home so boring.Feel like going out,but no money no transport.So...just can stay at home play computer and watch movie.Sienz....And my test 2!OMG~i still haven start yet.I only start my physics.I look through the exercise 1time nia.Then throw it to a side liao :P Bo pian,who call i'm lazy.If not during holiday i think i will study but now holiday also not feel like studying lo.Sigh~scare i will fail my test eh.Especially is Geography.I don't want fail! :( I don't like this teacher.Since he don't even know how to teach want.Let him teach until me fail got la.Hope next year not he teach anymore if not i change class if change class also cannot then i just give up liao.At that time i can burn my paper no need study liao.La la la~~today just until here.I have nothing to say too.Since is holiday ma.Everyday eat + sleep + internet.Bye bye lu ❤

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Hate watching ghost movie

Because of yesterday dad and brother watching ghost movie make me can sleep.Actually i sleep at 11something then wake up at 2something until 4something i just sleep.Gosh~i really so damn scare eh.Still cry lagi.Find people come accompany me but then all sleep already if not then don't know die to where liao.When need them then they all gone!Fine,next time just alone then.Who care! :@ Because of yesterday make me so damn sick now!Argh~~really want throw the ghost movie into the sea #%$%*#$% Also because of that yesterday night was shouted at my brother.Since me make me tulan!But also is his false!If not him i also won't shouted at my dad too.Haiz..I really feel so sorry to my dad :( I really don't mean want to shouted at him want.Just only because my brother.Haiz...I never shouted at my dad before want.I think that really hurt him.Just now make burger to eat.Who know let the oil burn my hand.Sakit eh~~ :( But atleast i eat until very full.Okay,stop until here.Cannot tahan the mosquito keep biting me :(

What happen to me today?

Today i really feel so moody.And i'm sick!Yesterday coughing,today wake up flu then just now headache! :( Am i fever?I hope don't please.I don't want see doctor :( Since i'm using fone to update then i can't wrote so many thing if not will disappear again ._. I think i should stop now already.Bye bye...

What i want now?

Since the day start,i can't stop thinking cant even concentrate at my book.Also the night that make me can't forget want.I'm happy that my dad late 1hour come pick me even though my leg is hurt.I always remember that night.Since is the first time that we like this.Lol~~i really can't believe i still thinking the big teddy bear.Is so big!But i just can think it.Cause i know my mum won't buy for me :( Nevermind!I will call my brother go buy for his girlfriend.This few day really feel so stress.Really feel like cutting myself.But i know they all will worry.I really have to go out have a walk.If can go to Miri is the best already.Haiz...this is the reason why i don't want on my facebook i rather use twitter.If i use twitter what i feel what i wrote also no people will know and care.What i listen now is all sad piano music!Hope i know how to play piano lo.Hope this sunday my mum got go out :) I want go Gadong!Want go shop and buy something :) Okay,today write until here.Bye bye <3

Having fun with my girls on 20 August 2011

Last Saturday I'm going to mall with my chaboh.Since today I'm so lazy to say what happen just say those important point.I was getting disturb by those malay people!Not only malay,chinese also got.Chinese people disturb chinese people dui lian ar.Then i was exchange shoes with my laopo since she say her leg is pain and want buy new shoes but not enough money if she really buy it.And i was exchange with her!The shoes not bad to wear.Very comfortable and is not that high when i wear it.But when i see it,it was like "wow!so high man' I'm wearing her shoes about 6hour keep walking without stop.Even we rest but no 5minutes i say go kia kia again.Maybe cause i like wearing high heels walk here and there.After she is back we also no exchange back.Say after school reopen just change back.Lol~~actually my leg is starting hurt.Not because of the high heels.Is because i play too much DDR so my foot is pain.Everyone is back until 9PM only Ziying back.And I'm calling my dad he say is too many car so 10Pm just come 0.0 I was like "WHAT!WHO GONNA ACCOMPANY ME SINCE I ALONE AND KEEP LETTING SOMEONE DISTURB?!?" Lucky got that stupid say accompany me if not that 1hour i also don't know need how.And i saw the big teddy bear and the puppy so cute!At Explore there,the teddy bear is $89.90 and the puppy is $150.Really so cute!Also the penguin but i don't know how much.It's so cute!!!But i think sold it already lo.Cause hilang le.Okay,just blog until here.Let's see some picture then :) 

First day of holiday

Good morning everyone of my friend!!!Today weather is so cold from yesterday night raining until now.And also i can't believe i wake up so early.I wake up at 4something then sleep back again then 7AM wake up again.Don't know why today my mood very good.Maybe cause enough sleep kua.And today I'm using back my facebook.But i can't feel I'm happy.Really no mood to write anymore.Will blog again next time :)

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