Sunday, 15 April 2012

我想跟你做的6件事情,但或许已经没有这个机会了。

1.我想天天陪你一起逛逛街~
因为这样我才能够更了解你~

2.我想天天为你准备早餐,午餐和晚餐~
因为我怕你会忘记吃东西~

3.我想陪你一起面对所有不开心的事~
因为当你不开心时,又我这宽大的肩膀让你依靠~

4.我想陪你一起分享我开心的事~
因为当我成功时,第一个想告诉的人就是你,因为没有你的鼓励我不会成功~

5.我想天天得跟你在一起进进出出~
因为这样就不会怕你迷路~

6.我想要晚上你抱着我一起睡~
因为我可以看见你对我说晚安,早上起来能对我说早安。

明明我知道

明明我知道,
再靠近一步,我就会失去自己.
但是我依然坚持,坚持的爱着你.

明明我知道,
再爱你,我就会没有了快乐,
但是我依然坚持,坚持着不放手.

你没有说过的话,
此刻我很想说给你听,
你不见了的身影,
此刻,我很想为你挡风挡雨.

爱一个人,
从来就是卑微的,
如果不卑微,
爱情又算得是什么?

如果爱你是错的,
我会选择我的人生将会是一辈子都是错的.
不要问我值得或否,
我会告诉你,
有了你,我的世界才称得上完美的.

爱情,
不会计较任何的缺点,
只要有爱,只要是真心,
所有的阻拦,都会片刻就消失.

不要笑我傻瓜,
不要讽刺我的爱.
因为这,是你一辈子也买不起的幸福.

苦了又怎样,
哭了又如何.
爱一个人,其实是这一辈子最大的收获.

不要指望在我背后侮辱我神圣的爱情,
因为,你不了解我.
因为,我比你更清楚明白这一段感

你懂我有多爱你吗? 但是,你的心里没有我..

听说,你曾喜欢过我
但我知道,你只是因为寂寞

听说,你心里曾有过我
但我知道,你的心里,除了我,还有更多

听说,你曾为了我,努力过
但我知道,你只是不想和我就此擦肩而过

听说,你曾想过要跟我永远在一起生活
但我知道,你只是不想再流浪、漂泊

有人总是问我,干嘛不相信你?
为什么一直都在听别人说?

因为,你从来只是在疲了、倦了、伤了、痛了的时候才想起

我很好奇,在你的世界,我扮演着什么样的角色?

流星,烟火,还是创口贴?

我以为,在你的心里,我会是一个特殊

原来,也只不过是,庸俗

听说,你曾有句话,没来得及跟我说
可是,你跟我说过的话,
或许,早在别人那里温习过
因为我一直自卑的活着

所以,我跟她,跟你,都没有一个结果

我站在十字路口,彷徨无措

向左?还是向右?

又或者,一直就这样,继续向前走?

我微笑,然后我才知道我只是你的代替品...

她在你的心目中才是你最爱的女人而不是我...

Saturday, 14 April 2012

I'm blogging again! But i think i update once a time in 2 o 3 months ad now i don't have my reader already eh.Okay,let's say something that make me feel so depressed.Don't you know why?I nearly fail all my Test 1 just because of my baby.I only pass my Chinese,BM and Physics.Chemistry i'm still not sure but i think i can pass it.U can see that,for me is he have much impact in my life.I really don't know why i can't without him.Without him i can't concentrate on my study.I'm waiting for his answer and we giving both of us some time to think about it because there is another girl between us.So yeah,giving him sometime also is giving myself sometime to think about it whether we still could be together or not.Didn't want to force him or what.

It will be so time if keep forcing,lying,without trust each other....So i think also giving myself sometime to rest.I think it could be say a rest...Yes,what we say is rest but without forcing o whatever.And i'm gonna get a new phone!!! Which is iphone 4S! Gonna buy new phone in this year.Phone already cacat have to change new want :D So now i have to study hard for my mid-year exam also for my june o'level paper.Can't fail and can't impact by him again!If not this year i'm gonna fail again :( So pray for me not to fail!!!!!!!!!!!Both june and oct/ nov paper ar :D Got to go now.Bye bye~

Tuesday, 10 April 2012

Yeah~!~!~!Today is the last day i finish my test and now i got free time to update my blog! So sad that when i get back my paper :( I can't believe that i get 49% for POA but is over 100% :( Just get 1 more marks then i can pass.But not only i fail.There got so much of people fail and i think no one can get 70 to 80 above?Since is so hard.And yeah,i got 68% for my BM ;) I'm pro leh?If get 2 more marks then i can get 70 in my Bm liao.Chinese i get 70something?I have forgotten already.And last sunday was go out wiht friend we all bought shirt and cange it at there is so damn fun.We use 1hour for choosing clothes and change at there.I bought the same shirt with my darling and also at ego.Which mean we have thesame shirt but different colour and another one bought at bingo at same colour same kind of dress but different design.We use the same amount of money cause we bought same thing! Is really quite fun going out that day.Wish can have a day like this again.Today no picture but will upload next time when i update my blog.Cause those photo is at my phone.I have to go now! Good night everyone! Love baby so much ❤