Thursday, 9 December 2010

Today i wake up around 10something but then my baby no miss call me so i wake up and eat potato after eating potato then he also no miss call me so i start feel boring i go to my room walk here walk there de.So atlast i think want to do something is CLEANING my dirty room.I clean it myself cause my bro is working.Plus even he at home he also wont clean.Then when cleaning until half my panda jie is msg me loh.Then me half msg half cleaning and waiting my baby come find me.But after i clean finish my room he also no mc me.SAD SAD le.And my jie also don't know why suddenly didn't reply me too.But today clean my room is quite fun too.On monday i bought new stuff then at there big head don't know where to put my thing,but after i clean my room then i know where should i put le.So damn happy that after i see my room like new want.Then i go bath and eat my FISH PORRIDGE WITH BLACK EGGS!!!!!OMG~~~that my love.I eat alot,during i'm eating i watch my series and waiting my baby miss call me.But 4o'clock le he also haven miss call me and i feel tired too so i go sleep.After i wake up is let my big bro call me wake u msg my dad.But u know want after msg i don't feel like sleeping le so i wake up see my bro go out le o not loh.After he go out le i use computer 1st thing is online wait my baby then 2nd is open fb see what my baby chat with who and do what.Cause have been many day i didn't check him le.Actually i want open my fb change the name want.But when he online i ask him thing he say me play fb but i say no he say i lie to him.How sad that i am.He don't even believe me.Haiz~~msg him don't reply me miss call him also don't care me.Now i just can wait until he online tell him le.I'm waiting waiting waiting but i scare he angry me don't want online only.I open my blog so long le but still don't know how to design it.Stupid eh me.But what i hope now is he online and come chat with me.I also know he wont see my blog too also no one will see it so just wrote for myself.I really love him a lot but he wont care about this he care want is another thing.And always say me lie him.What i lie to him??Sometime also suddenly let him angry but don't know what happening again.Already have 1months plus we didn't meet le.I miss you so much do you know that?I hope i can meet u as soon as possible,but i know can't.Why i always dreaming something that might not be happen?I know i'm so damn stupid.But this is me.I hope baby will believe me I really love him so much.