Tuesday, 30 August 2011

Midnight

Just now was doing my POA revision and study some important point.Since i don't really have that mood to memorize then i just study POA.Finally i finish study now i know how to do liao.If i really don't know how to solve the question sure die le lo.If like that mean i play too much in the class siting at the back there.Seriously i'm tired of waiting le.Tired of the life having guy/Why can't my life just only got girl?Why can't i just have some normal life?Why i have to think that much?Why I'm going to suicide?Why i want to cut myself?Why i want to hurt myself?Why i want to cry for guy?Why i'm become like this?WHY WHY WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!??!!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?Really feel like end up my life.And why with one person so hard?Have to scare this scare that.I'm tired of this kind of life.Really feel like burning myself!Keep can't control myself.I really need to go mental hospital already.Anyone can send me to the mental hospital?I rather sleep at the hospital than like this now.Haizz...