Today seriously is a great day~!~!~! Our NEW FAMILY MEMBER is come out already :D Is a boy :] Kinda disappointed when i know is a boy.I wish our new family member is a girl.BUT when i go hospital visit my little nephew he look so damn cute~!~!~!Then i was thinking whether is a boy o girl also can because they still my nephew and niece :D When in the early morning i get a call from my brother just knew that they baby born out and didn't cry.So they put the baby at another room.Sigh~~morning i still feel scare to lost my little nephew but lucky when afternoon we go the baby is putting back to his mum bed there.The baby look red in colour so cute and is about 3480kg!I forget is kg o g already :P Cause i was busying seeing the baby.Even the danger is over already.But when the baby try to cry when my mum hug him he cry so soft.I hope my little nephew will be okay.And december is going to Miri make my little nephew passport~!~!~!OMG~~~I can't wait already.I need to go MIRI~!~!~!Because i want go there buy alot alot alot alot alot alot alot book :D Today is happy about this but i did sad about me and baby thing.I was argue with him again.And this time is my wrong.I keep thinking too much even though i know he never did that but i keep saying he did and say break up with him.Finally this time i say break up to him and he really give up not going to care about me chase me back,ask me to stay anymore.I know that i'm too over ready.Everytime he ask me back  to him ask me don't like this anymore but i still.Even though i say sorry to him but i make a mistake again and again.I keep even control myself because of money i angry myself and angry with him at  the same time???I really damn stupid go hurt him.I knew what he did to me before but he seriously change alot because of me and the thing last time happen...I need money because i want buy the thing i like i want buy a phone got whatsapp so when you oversea we still can chat also got wrong?If really got wrong then all blame me.Feel moody now not feel like continue writing again.Bye my reader .

I really hope he can see ,

what i write now :')

Baby i hope you know that,

i really love you so much ❤